Week 1 Post-Brahmacharya After reading what I wrote back in March about my boss not trusting me and my co-workers not liking me, it appears that the situation has not changed and I would rather not spend more time and energy with people who are so short-sighted and unable to allow people to do the …
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Week 21 of Brahmacharya Over the holiday weekend, my soul mate and I worked on a project together. We put the “Love Economy” into practice. All this time I thought the end of the story was going to be my birthday. But then my soul mate reminded me that I should stop focusing on endings. …
Week 20 of Brahmacharya My soul mate decided not to spend my birthday with me. He has to shoot a wedding. How ironic? He is clearly not interested in pursuing anything with me right now. Fine. Do I stop living? No. How do I spend my birthday? I can do anything I want!! And I …
Week 19 of Brahmacharya I am sitting in the airport waiting to return to DC after a full weekend in Miami. I don’t feel sad or anxious or pissed. It’s just my life. And I think I like it. At least today I do. I wanted to go straight to my soul mate’s place as …
Week 18 of Brahmacharya I am going home this week. Finally. After four months of working, learning, stretching, swimming, creating, writing, cooking and healing, I am going back. It’s just for a 3-day weekend. But my heart beats faster just thinking about it. I will be with my soul mate again. I had a dream …
Week 17 of Brahmacharya I am an Americorps veteran. I was taught to immerse myself into a place, and create a program that would improve the lives of the natives beyond my term of my service. Perhaps I have been creating a program that would improve my own life this time. I want to spend …
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Week 16 of Brahmacharya “My Soul Mate” tried to call but my cell phone was turned off. Then my roommate asked me again if I had talked to him since I saw him with the girl on FB, and I had already told her I did – was she trying to tell me she saw …
Week 15 of Brahmacharya Started reading “Eastern Body, Western Mind” after spending a super-spiritually-charged weekend for better or for worse with my mentor…she has really immersed herself into her spiritual seeking and I think it’s fantastic, but a bit draining. Good mirror for me. Talking about your spiritual discoveries for hours and hours is boring …
Week 14 of Brahmicharya This post is dedicated to Bjork. She is brilliant. There is no other like her. How did she become this way? I think this song says it all: As much as I definitely enjoy solitude I wouldn’t mind perhaps Spending little time with you Sometimes Sometimes Possibly maybe probably love Possibly …