Week 12 of Brahmicharya I have decided to start thinking about my love life from my left brain instead of the right, just to see if logic over creativity will make a difference in the outcome. It is working for my career, so why not indulge in the metaphor? How do I go about doing …
Week 11 of Brahmicharya This week I am focusing on accepting myself for who I am rather than hoping to become some kind of all-knowing enlightened being. “I am an independent single woman in my 40s not interested in dating.” That was an experimental sentence right there. I meant to write “in my 30s” but …
Week 10 of Brahmicharya OK, so the last two posts were total meltdown. I broke brahmicharya after my MAN said he couldn’t visit me because he doesn’t know how he feels about me. Since then, I’ve renewed my vows and talked to my writer friend who understands all my neuroses. “Don’t get me wrong,” I …
Week 9 of Brahmicharya Just watched Parenthood either to get babies out of my system or in it. Been thinking about babies all day, actually. A baby is probably the ultimate commitment. It’s a permanent job and a permanent relationship with the father. I have a Doctors appointment. I want to ask about my reproductive …
Week 8 of Brahmicharya So, I hit a wall last week. My MAN, whom I should probably stop calling MY man, told me he doesn’t know how he feels about me. Even worse, he said, “It’s like you were never here.” Glad I made such an impression. Over a year. Part of me feels so …
Week 7 of Brahmicharya I had my first sexy dream since I started brahmicharya. I didn’t touch myself at all, I just remember sexy Nikki (dunno who the heck she is or where she came from!) wearing a skirt and spreading her legs and…well, I am not supposed to describe it in too much detail …
Week 6 of Brahmicharya So, this week I played a little game with myself. No. I didn’t masturbate. That’s against the Brahmicharya rules!!! I made believe I was 24. 10 years ago. When my whole life was still ahead of me. You’re probably rolling your eyes if you are 70. But I’m almost half 70. …
I wonder what u feel Cuz u don’t tell me U don’t express ur heart U just exist to taunt me Doesn’t matter who’s who I’m here Ur there Our geography is split Do u even care? Maybe it’s just business I thought it was pleasure Sometimes it seems It all depends on the weather …
Week 5 of Brahmicharya It starts out with a bang. Literally. Well, no – I’m not that slutty. I usually wait at least a week. There have been two instances when I didn’t force myself into liking someone out of neediness or boredom. These are the instances I call “True Love.” the first time it …
Week 4 of Brahmacharya What is romance? Why do we choose one special person above all others to be our romantic mate? My MAN said he doesn’t believe romance can survive over time. It seems for him that it lasts until he meets someone new. He hasn’t met someone new yet so he continues to …