Week 2 of Brahmacharya
I am feeling needy.
Three B-O-Yz are hollerin on Facebook but I want nothing to do with them. I want my MAN to call. But he hasn’t.
Why am I such a teenager?
I have to work hard at not being so dramatic about my relationship.
Apparently when I feel needy I think he needs to do more rather than dealing with my emotions on my own…yoga style.
It’s like my friend’s ex-girlfriend. She was so busy focusing on her IDEA of how he should be rather than being grateful for how he really was. She wasn’t ready for committed love. Just like I am not either. Is there an assumption that I will be eventually?
No need to jump someone else’s train. I just need to learn how to lighten up.
God, what is my formula for lightening up?
– Brazilian music
– Indie Filmmakers
– Bollywood Dancing
– Rita Hayworth as “Gilda”
– Movies set in Miami
– Playing with kids
– Reading The Onion
– Chatting with friends online
– Sofia Coppola
Geez. I am such a kid. Why can’t I be?
It just seems like I will never grow up.